All I can say is at least I’m getting this up before June starts. My levels, and types, of pain have made getting this post up such a bear.
Overall Health: It’s been a roller-coaster ride these past six weeks. That’s really all I can think to say about it. I went from doing pretty well during the days and crashing so-so in the evenings to….rough days and passing out at 8pm because I just can’t stay awake any longer. (only to wake up an hour later and not be able to sleep again til midnight.)
Apr 16 started doxycycline Apr 30- good energy most of the day. 1 mile walk plus housework. Migraine kicked up afternoon, clonidine calmed. Started thyroid 9am. Tiny bumps on face in evening, not sure why?
May 2- decent energy in am, hit with fatigue around noon. IV in afternoon.
May 3- felt pretty well today, fatigue hit afternoon. Tiny bumps on face again this evening and a tad bit last night.
May 5- bumps again today, also around collarbone, some itchy. Fatigue early afternoon, napped but then foggy and dehydrated rest of afternoon. Hungry like crazy in evening, migraine kicked up a lot.
Observations: fibropain is less intense. Migraines are still sharp and increase a lot in evenings. Clonidine helps, overall but not always. Evening hunger is common. Fatigue is light in am but hits mid afternoon at least. Needing a nap most days. Foggy brain after.
Went off of thyroid on may 11th to see if it was causing the rash on my face. Fatigue hit hard whole of following week, rash still present although not as bad? Fibromyalgia flared the same week. Started thyroid back up on the 17th.
May 17 – visual aura and nuclear migraine.
May 21 Fatigue has eased a little bit since Sunday. Felt off all day, fending off another crash this evening
Migraine: SIGH. The pain has been quite terrible lately, with one full blown visual aura/nuclear migraine this past Friday and three more attempting to blow up.
Sleep: I’m hitting 6 to 7 hours a night, with at least 2 wakings. Majority of them I need the ice pack on the pillow. Several I’m having night sweats -even with the ice, joy oh joy – and of course, never waken feeling refreshed.
Memory/Brain Fog: Brain fog has stayed around again. It’s kept my ability to focus on things at a minimum.
Vision: I have had four FIVE visual auras in the past week. That’s about four more than I’ve been having every few months. I’ve noticed that even in between lately, my eyes aren’t quite right. Looking at black text/white background can be difficult…
TMJ: I have just realized this has eased. My teeth aren’t hurting as much or often as they used to. It has only popped a few times in the past few weeks. My jaw still regularly hurts but overall, this has definitely improved.
Fatigue: This is still my biggest current struggle. It can go from just marginally dragging to laying me out and making me fall asleep within half an hour. (this makes for interesting planning of errands…)
Fibromyalgia: In a way this has decreased slightly. But my left side (top of head down to toes) frequently aches. If I stay away from processed sugar, the fibro stays down –remind me of this next time I’m tempted to cheat and have sugar.
Weight Loss: Non-existent.
Mood: This has been a bit topsy-turvy the last little bit but I’m sure it’s because of the levels of pain I’ve been dealing with. And hormones – hormones out of whack are fun. Eesh.
Digestion: We’re back to my normal! woohoo!
Like I said in my notes above, I went off the Thyroid for several days to see if the mostly invisible rash that has appeared on my face was connected to it. I’m fairly confident now that it’s not, but the rash is still there (at least it is mostly impossible to see!) and I’m not sure why. I’ve also been trying to tell if the doxycycline has helped any of my symptoms, but really, with how I’ve been feeling, it’s so hard to separate the pain, you know? Even doing this update, it’s still all so foggy to be able to tell. I’ve also only been on the doxy for a month and a half, so I doubt that’s long enough to be able to tell anyway.
I will add about the Thyroid though, that I think the fatigue was going down after I first started it – so I’m hoping that will start happening again soon. I mean, I was taking Abby on a mile walk in the mornings, doing some house cleaning and making yummy dinners. Which, for me, is a pretty full/energy burning day. And now I’m barely getting her to the park, doing maybe 20 min of light cleaning and sort of maybe throwing a semblance of dinner together. Augh. I know this journey of healing is an up and down, switchback type of road but I’m ready to be through this particular rough stretch. Especially since I know that the pain in my left side would disappear if I was able to lose some weight.
~Laura
Always praying for healing and hope!
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